1. |
Untitled
03:01
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I've been so low
Low
Life moves so slow
Oh
I'm never in control
No, though I want it
They think they know
Everywhere I go
I'll never be alone
Never on my own
(Where I, where I, where I, where I go)
I'll never be alone
Never on my own
I've been so low
Low
Life moves so slow
Oh
I'm never in control
You wanna define equal?
I was down, so I mistreat people
Get your head straight, ethos
At a downtown bistro
Had a TV meal though
Had a launchpad, cheat code
Your car for the SOS
You drive, but I know what's best
Too tired, I can tell by the look in your eyes
That you hate when I ask what's next
Blue eyes, never know your stress
Too young, never know what's left, huh
I'll never be alone
Never on my own
(Never on my, never on my)
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2. |
Too Long
02:56
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I was so quiet for too long, you
You said stay here tonight
I hate being alone too
Paying the price ‘cus we said goodbye
For too long
But if it makes you happy then I
I’ll be happy alone too (yeah)
Na na, na na, na
Na na, na na, na na
Na na, na na, na
Na na, na na, na
Na na, na na, na na
Na na, na na, na
(Afraid a future never came)
(I been)
(But I stayed the same)
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3. |
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If you don’t feel the spark
You’re not looking hard enough
But with pieces left apart
Tell us who we are
I’ve been tired of he said she said
Really thought I had this love
That busy mind, it ain’t no weakness
Just wait
I thought I had enough
About that way you pull my way
And that way you grab my head
I said come be my little Angel
That got that smile you ain’t winning
Just tell me that you know I can
Love you
Or tell me what you think I am
I’m always first to second guess
Want to
Keep thinking with a level head
Just tell me that you know I can
Love you
Or tell me what you think I am
I’m always first to second guess
Want to
Keep thinking with a level head
Just tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
That you know I, know I, know I can
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4. |
Ultraviolence
04:16
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Both of my eyelids
Weigh like a thousand pounds
Suffer in silence
Chemical pouring out
Money talking
Easy walking out
Both of my eyelids
Weigh like a thousand pounds
Listen to sirens
Ultraviolence now
Every time I go out
My day
Washed away
None of us chose it
But we all wanna be stolen
You said live in the moment
I wasn't living at all
Holding me when I fall
Both of my eyelids
Weigh like a thousand tons
Life on this island
Long as it's what I want
But that ain't what I want
Both of my eyelids
Weigh like a thousand pounds
Listen to sirens
Ultraviolence now
Every time I go out
My day
Washed away
None of us chose it
But we all wanna be stolen
You said live in the moment
I wasn't living at all
Holding me when I fall
But that ain't what I want
I wasn't home for Christmas
Took a lil plane in a backstreet
Saw out the back of a taxi
But you were barely looking at me
Follow your head and your nose
Keep it clean white banshee
I wasn't meant for the coast
But I know I'm meant for the gold
Lord Knows
Put your hands up high
Put your hands up
Put your hands up high
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5. |
Family Man
04:58
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I seen a family man
Man
And he been so tired
Tired
Goin nowhere fast
Fast
Gotta walk that wire
Somebody gotta make these ends
Somebody gotta try
Goin nowhere too fast
Look in his daughter’s eyes
Said she don’t know dad
So he lost that life
And the heart grows colder
As the years go by
With a brand new lens
He tried to make things right
But they were long gone too fast
Too fast
But this time I’m serious
Oh
No I’m for real baby
Oh
But this time I’m serious
Oh
I can’t be no better man
Cus I done let go of the truth I had
I was distracted by petty things
Lost in the pain that the feeling brings
A cynical fear of the kids I held
That they'd feel like me in my little Hell
Hoping they know I still wish em well
Been through a century hard to tell
When I hear your memory speak again
My little angel is Heaven sent
Never knew how to express it then
But you are my heart and my everything
So be your own person now
Remember I took you to work and how
You were a curious little thing
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6. |
Encore
01:44
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I thought
Of my love again
Again
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7. |
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I said next time I’ll choose love
Love
Next time I’ll choose love
Love, yeah
Next time I’ll choose love
Love
I lost my way sometimes
But I don’t know
I ain’t lost my mind
If I run away from the light
Light
Light
Light
My biggest regrets are the times I wasted your
Hope in me
Choking me
Don’t know the answer looks like the truths you hide
Lies you make your whole life
I said next time I’ll choose love
Love
(All of it, all of it, all of it)
Next time I’ll choose love
lLove, yeah
(All of it, all of it, made me stronger)
Next time I’ll choose love
Love
(Gotta be strong to choose love)
Won’t lie to you
I need some meaning
I need something to call my own
Won’t lie to you
I need some meaning
And when I thought about it
I was doing it wrong
So wrong
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8. |
Nosebleed
01:44
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How long
You want me to
Shut my mouth
Many thanks to ya
But we’re going on
And we said a lot
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9. |
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Tell me why
You set me up
My voice ain't clear enough
If I stay here
They'll call me on my bluff
So I say goodbye
I'm filled with love
I'm filled with fear
That you would hit me up
Up
Up
Said I'm sorry my love
Love
Yeah
I wasn't woken
I miss your touch
Touch
And I
I wasn't grown enough
For things I want
Want
Said I'm sorry my love
Love, oh
I wasn't woken
I miss your touch
Touch
And I
I wasn't grown enough
For things I want
Want
Just this once
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10. |
WHY WOULD I GO ON?
02:44
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I know just what you’re thinking when you say to me
Why would I go on?
Why would I?
Why would I go on?
Why would I?
I know just what you’re thinking when you say to me
Why would I go on?
Pearly whites
Why would I go on?
Why would I go on?
Why would I go on?
Don’t give up now
I’ll show you how
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11. |
alvin's theme
01:24
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12. |
1999 (feat. VITO)
02:43
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Got my promise
Out of options
Hold my head
And pillow talk and
Let my gaurd down
All the time
And tell my ends
To show me love
And so much time
When we were young
I hang my head in the blues I walked in
Felt the pressure
Land of the leisure
I was homesick
You said you
Got my promise
Let my hands talk
Least I'm honest
Round the damn clock
Need it want it
Lava
Firestart
Push me farther
And I know only
What you show me
Guess it's
Timing, innit?
Telephone and I come home
And spare me time cuz I miss it
Sit there and suffer inside
Calm and collected this time
Snuck in my mind
I let you wander freely
Give my life to learn that you don’t need me
How it feels at the bottom
Everybody wanna talk when they need some
You’re not used to getting caught
What you runnin from
All your friends are growing up
You got noone
Got my promise
Out of options
Hold my head
And pillow talk and
Let my guard down
All the time
And tell my ends
To show me love
And so much time
When we were young
I hang my head in the blues I walked in
Felt the pressure
Land of the leisure
I was homesick
You said you
Sit there and suffer inside
Calm and collected this time
Snuck in my mind
I let you wander freely
Give my life to learn that you don’t need me
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My locket’s empty
My faulty memory
No time to pretend
Inside all weekend
I'll dream while we can (can)
Before I hit a dead end (end)
Further than I ever thought
At every single cost
It hurts me but I don't stop
Further than I ever thought
(I'm moving cheddar babe!)
(I'm seeing better days)
And I'm moving any way
Any way I want
(It hurts me)
Can't stop
My locket’s empty
My faulty memory
No time to pretend
Inside all weekend
I'll dream while we can (can)
Before I hit a dead end (end)
My locket’s empty
My faulty memory
No time to pretend
Inside all weekend
I'll dream while we can
(Can)
(Before I hit a dead end)
(End)
I’ve been waiting for an island meditation
Seeking, saving myself
But it isn’t in my cards
I’ll keep paying for my faults
'Til the day I die
Unless I own up
To the way I like to settle
And the way I don’t try getting along
With the world and all it’s beautiful eyes
So I swear I’m gonna give it my all
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14. |
HURTING
03:38
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(Wake up, get up, wake up!)
Here is this
The last train that I'll miss
I’m walking home I feel alone
She only call me out if she call my phone
Big shoes to fill
Maybe later
I’m a failure
Custom tailor
All day long
Sing my songs
Momma's stare, nobody there
My father's violence
My teacher's silence
And I pull my hair
Doctor's care
I guess life ain't fair
(I know these things are changing with us)
Here is my
Last shot at the light
Tidal wave
Drown in pain
Mistrust the love of my life
Too high to cry
One tear at a time
Kerri's there
Momma's stare
My father's violence
My teacher's silence
And I pull my hair
I say life ain't fair
I'm not enough
(When I see your face)
(Oh these things are changing with us)
All that I love
All that I love
(Pull my hair)
Now she tryna get low
And I got more tracks than a metro (haha)
Hold right there
Hold my prayer
On the stairs tryna let go
Everybody's hurting oh I know
Everybody's worth it oh I know
Everybody wants things they see
They see
(I did)
I thought that I deserve it
Maybe I don't
Try to get the words out
Baby I choke
Everybody wants things they need
They need
(They need)
(Everybody's hurt)
(Everybody's hurt)
(Hurting)
(Everybody's hurt)
(Something keeps happening outside)
(What would you even say? Huh?)
(What would you even say to that?)
(Just can't shake the feeling)
(That is exactly what I'm talking about)
(That is exactly what I am talking about)
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15. |
Hands
04:58
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And in my time
I've seen it all of course
But if I'm right
There's nothing left to score
And for a moment
In my fire
I see my hands again
And I lost all my touch
With the ones I bet against
Every bridge I burn
They always blend the same
And I hope that I can reach
The table from your place
I'm still breathing
Something ain't right
But I ain't leaving
Stone in my heart
And that's deceiving
Once in a while
I was just a child
Don't forget me
I'll show you off
If you let me
I'll take you there
But befriend me
Once in a while
I was just a child
Don't forget me
I'll show you off
If you let me
I'll take you there
But befriend me
Once in a while
I was just a child
And for a moment
In my fire
I see my hands again
And I lost all my touch
With the ones I bet against
I was just a child
Child
Child
Child
I was just a child
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16. |
Livin
03:05
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I’m tired of my heroes
They moved on
Flying in the sky tonight
Over the 95
Whoa
We both lived off the sky last night
We both live off the sky when it’s time
We’re wanted by the people
We’re lying so we keep close
And keep on
Throwing away time tonight
Throwing away time tonight
We both kept wasting time last night
We both kept wasting time that’s right
We’re wanted by the people
And I don’t
Want you
To go
No
Still need you
Still see you
No
My memory of a dog
We were up on the porch
Reading both of my palms
See my face when I’m gone
Lifeline to my son
I will return to the dirt I lifted myself from
Tryna open up
She would never say it but she knew she hurt her son
20 times on the run
Know where you came from
Either that or I’m gone
Love letter back to my mom
And burn in Hell to my pops
(I have one fear in this life)
(I have one fear in this life)
(I have one fear in this life)
(I have one fear in this life)
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17. |
Wolf
04:15
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If you
Drag me through the dark
Imma find another star
Don’t you think I’m wasting time
Memory full of sleepless nights
And I said oh
Time
Time
Time
And I said oh
Time
Time
Time
Listen to me if you can
Plead with the sheriff
I needed a hand
We had a death in the family
Hit like a bottle of gin
Got to all of my kin
Plead with the preacher
We livin' in sin
We were a solemn assembly
Knew that I’d see him again
Out in the street there’s a wolf
Followed me home from the mall
I know I’m losing my job
I would scheme in the snow
Now I run for my life
Plead with the sheriff
A flash of a light
Isn’t it always a memory
Hoping I see you again
Out in the street there’s a wolf
Followed me home from the mall
Blood seemed to drip from his jaws
Over a pile of bones
If you
Drag me through the dark
Imma find another star
Don’t you think I’m wasting time
Memory full of sleepless nights
And I said oh
Time
Time
Time
And I said oh
Time
Time
Time
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18. |
getting older
02:26
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I'm getting older
You can have me
No need to wonder
You can ask me
And if I stare
Too long in the darkness
Don't wake me up
Shed a tear for my heartbreak
And one too many times I
I saw you in the background
I'll keep you in my mind's eye
I know you're coming back now
And one too many times I
I saw you in the background
I'll keep you in my mind's eye
I know you're coming back now
Waiting up baby
You gotta hold me right now
Waiting up baby
You gotta hold me
Waiting up baby
You gotta hold me right now
Waiting up baby
You gotta hold me right now
(I’m getting older)
And one too many times I
I saw you in the background
I'll keep you in my mind's eye
I know you're coming back now
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19. |
Finish What You Started
04:34
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Oh you’ll only feel complete
If you finish what you started
And I hope you stand by me
No you never been this heartless
And all the people cared for you
But you left them broken hearted
Don’t you hate this point of view
The one you disregarded
And I cried
It’s never worth cus’ I loved you
And your love
Made it just an echo of you
So young
Hope you know you meant it all back then
And I didn’t show it but you were my best friend
Go ahead and laugh but
Love is forever
Love is forever
Love is forever
Desire loving yet we’re so closed off
No matter where I go
Our love is forever
You showed me I can belong
Thank you too
I can be
Love is forever
Love is forever
Desire loving yet we’re so closed off
And you let me stay
Now everywhere I go
I carry pieces of people I don’t know
And I cried
It’s never worth cus’ I loved you
And your love
Made it just an echo of you
So young
Hope you know you meant it all back then
I wish you a nice life
It’s the wrong place at the wrong time
But I don’t wanna be anybody else
Just me
That’s it
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